Yesterday I turned 40. I told myself when I turned 39 I would be fit and trim for my 40th birthday. FAIL. Although I have lost some of my weight, I have been screwing around for months. Last year, on my 39th birthday I was 331 pounds, this year I am 300 pounds. It sounds great, but the low I hit this past year was 257, so I have gain more than 40 pounds back. YUCK! I don't want to be this fat mother anymore. I want to be able to inspire my children to be active and eat well. I want to feel good when I am around my husband, not huge. I want to walk and talk with confidence again. I want people to notice and talk to me and not act like I am invisible. I don't want to have to buy 3x or 4x clothing. I hate this.
So, this is my pledge. I want to focus on my health and get fit AGAIN. And more importantly, stay that way. I need some accountability.
Kris
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